i feel this way No Way!

Never in a million zillion years did i ever think i wud feel so low and down at a particular point in my life, so scared, so alone and all the so"s that go with that. i  was really vulnerable and it was taken advantage of, it was really painful though, but it is all good, i was never into it anyway was just seeing if na God send am, i was seeing all the signs my craziness shows me at times but just wud think it is the devil pointing that out, but anyways na few years i dey wait oh, dis one is definitely not passing me by, since the idea came from that side, the idea wud be most definitely used towards that area, i understand and am not angry indeed, u are so getting it from moi, when the right time comes.
anyway on to other issues at hand, dese days i just dey fight fight everywhere and anywhere, not physical oh, but my anger dis days don sky rocket, any small thing, na vex, and i am kinda tired of it and looking for ways to deal with that, looking for all d books i can lay my hands on, i really have to rid ma self  of dis bad anger spirit, but on to more cool stuffs, i am loosing weight and i can feel it so much, dat alone gladdens my heart so  much, no cool stuff has happened dis week, it has just been a week, just a week, home is still not fun for moi, but besides all of that i am finally begining to find myself and stay rejuvinated and stay fun, till i come ur way again ciao!

lets try this again

ok, first time i tried d blogging fever was months back and here i am again, goin thru other blogs and realizing just how lazy i am, but really dis stuff shud not be a big deal, since it is just basically talking about how my day plays out everyday, my sleepin dis days need extra divine intervention, dont know if it is dis nepa issue, or d other stuff dat i am begging Almighty to take away from me, weekend was really  cool with d new catch, come to think of it d old caughts  have all stopped calling, but i know it is for a while so i seriously cant be bothered.
dere is dis silence language women speak, i use d word silenece cause they do not actually keep quiet when they speak dis language it is more of looks and glances and smiles,  plenty side talks dat never bothers me. i have spoken dat language countless times,now dis blog is boring to me too, face it gizzle writing is just not ur thing i know, but how come i appreciate art, but cant seem to get thru to it.

ok i am tired wud do dis anoda day if i remember sha, enjoy d read to me alone