ok, i am giving this a another try, and making it longer, for starters i got a car, yaay! claps to drive now is wahala, infact first week i bashed d lights and i thot i wud repair it jor, apa!
den just quarelled with peeps over it for which i am so not sorry. but on to other stuffs, F has been on ma case for a while now, and frankly d guy scares me, not in a bullying way, cause thats really my stuff, but in a funny way like what if no one loves my twin like dis guy claims, but den i thot of anoda F, iused to know a long time ago, and i felt ok, seriously it is not shakara, it is more like dere is no romantic link dere and if dat is not dere for me, dere is absolutely nothing to look forward to, as dat is one way i know i truely dislike d person, opposite. i woke up to a rather disturbing pic, few days ago, a friends pic had RIP on it, i ponged my friend say what happened, he said he just died,kinda felt bad, have to go

new week new possibilities

my week started out well, first i now have a bb again yay! not that i have missed it much anyway, i also found a car to buy with conditioners yes i went there, finally i am beginning to see God's line falling in pleasant places for me, which makes me believe that this year is so my year, for job sha till i wud make my mind to  get ma anyways moving on to other thingsi have basically stopped fighting with peeps, mo ti n ni iwa ni yen oh, i have a new oyinbo maga that we are both scoping each other till we see where it  leads.
moving along dere is a guy talking to me here who i am so not listening to which is not detering him in anyway but he is talking sha, i have perfected my act of selective hearing, trying to do that for years now so congratulobia to moi. i am dating a guy that i absolutely do not like the way he thinks, a friend says get out fast and i dont want to maybe cause of my age,but seriously how do i marry a guy who i look at and i am thinking how can anyone be this naive at 34, and he says to me do u know u are not perfect  and i am saying  absolutely no one is perfect, but at the same time thinking i see perfect people everytime man why cant people just strive a little to achieve perfection abi!

Better and Back, abi Back and Better

ok, i wont go on and on about the not blogging in a long time thing, over that, let me just skip to the latest story at hand, i got bounced from a private car, me! happy go lucky fellow got bounced, anyways no wahala i will buy LR3,  VW in a golf style and yes i am not ashamed as it is my money.

so what to say, what to say, my day started out on a really good note today, i woke up extremely vibrant and ready to take on the world  like dexster, i finally found a solution to my none sleeping nights, the key is not watching movies on weekdays, i love movies but i think they wud shut me down soon if i dont shut them down, so saturdays basically wud be for watching movies all thru 22 hrs all the way, coming back to the day, no one has basically annoyed me today, everyone must have taken some coolaids this morning. btw i am getting wiser oh seriously older my body tells me everytime, wiser i am amazed to find out, but not withstanding i seriously have no doubts about being a multi in a few years from now, i am so convinced and extremely sure, b4 i bore myself i wud have to take a bow now till tomorrow morning when i come here again, this is wishing the most beautiful girl in the world an extremely blessed and fufilling day.

i feel this way No Way!

Never in a million zillion years did i ever think i wud feel so low and down at a particular point in my life, so scared, so alone and all the so"s that go with that. i  was really vulnerable and it was taken advantage of, it was really painful though, but it is all good, i was never into it anyway was just seeing if na God send am, i was seeing all the signs my craziness shows me at times but just wud think it is the devil pointing that out, but anyways na few years i dey wait oh, dis one is definitely not passing me by, since the idea came from that side, the idea wud be most definitely used towards that area, i understand and am not angry indeed, u are so getting it from moi, when the right time comes.
anyway on to other issues at hand, dese days i just dey fight fight everywhere and anywhere, not physical oh, but my anger dis days don sky rocket, any small thing, na vex, and i am kinda tired of it and looking for ways to deal with that, looking for all d books i can lay my hands on, i really have to rid ma self  of dis bad anger spirit, but on to more cool stuffs, i am loosing weight and i can feel it so much, dat alone gladdens my heart so  much, no cool stuff has happened dis week, it has just been a week, just a week, home is still not fun for moi, but besides all of that i am finally begining to find myself and stay rejuvinated and stay fun, till i come ur way again ciao!

lets try this again

ok, first time i tried d blogging fever was months back and here i am again, goin thru other blogs and realizing just how lazy i am, but really dis stuff shud not be a big deal, since it is just basically talking about how my day plays out everyday, my sleepin dis days need extra divine intervention, dont know if it is dis nepa issue, or d other stuff dat i am begging Almighty to take away from me, weekend was really  cool with d new catch, come to think of it d old caughts  have all stopped calling, but i know it is for a while so i seriously cant be bothered.
dere is dis silence language women speak, i use d word silenece cause they do not actually keep quiet when they speak dis language it is more of looks and glances and smiles,  plenty side talks dat never bothers me. i have spoken dat language countless times,now dis blog is boring to me too, face it gizzle writing is just not ur thing i know, but how come i appreciate art, but cant seem to get thru to it.

ok i am tired wud do dis anoda day if i remember sha, enjoy d read to me alone

MY VERY OWN YAY!

funny how people think they know me, and even go as far as assuming it, this doll in my office thinks so much of my friendship with her that she got angry i did not give her aso ebi to buy not to talk of inviting her, in my very nice state i switched on my auto not hearing gear, if i cant hear you, i will not have ur answers, when wud people learn work colleagues dont mean friends, if we are friends how wud we fight in the board room, doll has been cold, but i honestly cant be bothered, my dad`s sister wud be at the wedding and the party cannot withstand 2 parrots at a time, u never can tell aunt might decide to cancel, i am not being snobbish, just generous, i feel i shud not have all the friends so  others can have some too. my day has been very ok, no freebies yet, but it is still a glorious day all thanks to God. will continue this tmao, ciao!